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The following letter-form was brought about as a means of teaching my children the Word of God through the mail. And of course, quite naturally so, that’s the reason I begin these letters with "Dear Children" and end them with "Love Dad". So for the rest of you who participate in these weekly messages, please keep their original intended purpose in mind.
[Return to sermonet Lanna Perry Prostitutes the Holy Spirit!]
Lanna's E-mails (continuation #2)
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 4 Apr 2005 23:11:04 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Be Strong!
Hi,
Wow so glad God really used that hiding word Bruce!
My goodness I've had the busiest couple of days, but finally I've been able to sit down and be able to write you ane mail. I am so sorry it's taken me a day or so. Shock horror for Lanna....*laughs*
I have to tell you I am very very excited. I went to the new church that I felt God was wanting me to go to on Sunday, and I loved it. It was just amazing. The people are so lovely, and everything just feels so right, there is such peace, and the spirit flows so freely in there. The best thing is, I don't see the Jezebel spirit there at all or the spirit of control, so I am praising God for that.
The pastor is really spirit filled, and he moves in the prophetic. After sunday, I went back to the prayer night tonight, and it was amazing, simply amazing. The Spirit is just all over the place. I love it, and in numerous ways God has confirmed this is the place for me for now. I am so very excited.
The people are lovely and welcoming, so that's great. I just feel so at home. You know what suprised me the most though, that I actually look forward to going to church again. I really do. It's like my love and passion for going to church has been restored in me again and i love it.
The only thing that I see as a negative about this church so far, is that I can see because it's a very 'trendy' church, I can see that the enemy would trap people, through distraction, into wearing the latest things, fashion, and just being trendy. I was very aware of that tonight, so that's something I will be praying against.
It's going to be hard telling my pastor (from the church i'm about to leave) that i'm leaving, he will be quite upset, and to go from a small community church to quite a big church, I know he'll be upset, but I have to follow where God wants me.
Oh here is the website for my new church, check it out:
http://www.kingsway.org.au/
The teaching has been amazing too, so I am just so excited about this new church, and God has already hooked me up with an onfire girl from there, who is new too, she's younger than me - 21 - but she's a fireball, so we explode together.
You know how I told you about that vision I had about the 'vine' and the people of God chewing at other branches, well it's been burning in me, so i've been praying about it...but I am feeling that I am to send it out. Going to pray more about it tonight but feel God has released me to send it out. It's going to be a hard word to send out but one that i know NEEDS to get out and be said.
I am really getting over people attacking me, so over it...I'm just pressing more and more into God.
I need to have another deep time with God and just get perspective on everything cause i don't know exactly what God is doing with me at the moment. Like putting me in a new church, I thought I would be travelling this year, and I still don't know where God wants me to go next, but I will just wait on Him.
Golly, I'm getting tired. I can tell when I'm overtired cause i get upset that God isn't putting me back into full time ministry and get grumpy....haha....
So i'm going now.
Love to you my friend, Blessings in Jesus name,
Lanna :)
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Tue, 5 Apr 2005 11:49:06 +1000 (EST)
Subject: At wits end! Love Lanna!
Hi,
How are you? I pray that your day is going well and that Jesus is continually speaking to you and holding you close to Him.
I am pretty upset today, and I just need to kick, scream, cry and ahhh...I don't know!
The spirit of jealousy is rising up against me in ways I never thought it would. It's getting tougher.
I went into work today, to drop off some money, that I owed, I walked in and everything was fine, and went and spoke to a girl who I get on well with. Then the lady that is in charge with me comes out. After her outburst last week infront of customers, I can't remember if i told you, but basically I was playing with a little boy, and she yelled across the cafe that I had better lap up all his attention, because it's the only male attention i'd ever get. Then she would make mean remarks about the way I mopped the floor, telling me that you can see that I still live at home with "mummy" because I missed a spot. :( Then rostering me on sunday night till 11pm, which i worked, then 6am - 530pm the next day, that's illegal. Anyway...I was really upset by all that and am still praying through it all, and the Lord kept showing me that it was jealousy. The spirit of jealousy rising up against me trying to disarm me and tear me down. So i've had to deal with all that, and then basically today I go into give her the money and she was as cold as a fish.
Funny thing was, she wouldn't look me in the eyes at all. So I just gave her the money, and I could feel silent daggers been thrown at me. So I just prayed and continued to be joyful, but I asked her a few questions about work and she would hardly answer. I can feel something going on inside her, so strongly against me for some reason, and it's been awful.
It's like I saw the spirit of jealousy right there infront of me today. It's like if I could imagine the way it would treat me, the way she treated me today would be one of the ways.
I'm just so tired. I really am tired of battling with this spirit. It's coming against me a lot lately. I do not have to work with her at all this week, so that's good, but she will be 'at work' while i'm there, just not working directly with me. Even though she says that everything she says is in 'gest' it's hurt so much. I'm trying to develop that 'water off a ducks back' approach, but it isn't that easy.
I need a day with God on friday, I need it desperately, so I told her I cannot work, and I wasn't rostered on, but both people who were working on friday have pulled out. Which means she has to work. It's not my problem though. I can't work, I wasn't rostered on, and I need a day with God. Plain and simple. So maybe that's why she was so angry today, but I'm telling you something horrific is going on spiritually.
Even though nothing may be 'said' i can see it all happening in the spirit and I can sense and feel it, and it's just so awful.
I am continually standing my ground and going deeper in Jesus than I ever have. I am very aware of continually 'forgiving' her and at the moment I am just praying and choosing to forgive her out of obedience to Jesus, because I'm so hurt, but I know that my emotions will follow soon. I won't allow this as something the enemy can use to bring bitterness and bondage into my life. I choose to forgive and will continue to do so, and repent of my anger towards her, but it's just getting really hard.
It's going to be even worse when she finds out I am leaving that church and going to another one, because the church I'm moving to now, is the one that my old church feels quite 'threatened' by, as this new church I am going to is starting a second service in the same place as where my old church is, so in their eyes I will be going to the 'competition'. *sigh* it should not be like that, but that's what's going on spiritually.
Anyways....I'm just really tired and battle weary right now. The stupid spirit of jealousy is powerful, and it's so ugly, but it's not as powerful as my God. Jesus is powerful, and I am victorious.
I'm just really over it all.
Thanks so much for listening to me, I needed to just get this off my chest, to someone I know I can trust for wise counsel.
I will continue to press through no matter what, I will always be growing closer to Jesus, but this has been one of the hardest parts.
Thanks again.
Love in Jesus,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Mon, 4 Apr 2005 23:49:02 -0700
Subject: A Way That Seemeth Right
Warrior Princes;
I’m full of joy knowing that you are full of joy. It was so good to hear that the Lord has blessed you with rest and a fresh anointing of the Holy Spirit. I visited your “new” church and – thanks be to God – didn’t “see” anything negative in the spiritual realm. However, the Lord is showing me something in your new friend (21-year old fireball). God is going to teach you something through her, so just make sure that you stay “in the Spirit” while in her presence. You will become “street smart” through your experiences. So even though things might seen so “right on” with her, please do not let your guard down for even one moment.
And having said that, this is the Scripture that the Lord says applies:
“There is a way which seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death.” (Proverbs 14:12 KJV)
“There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death.” (Proverbs 16:25 KJV)
Looking forward to reading your next Words from God. Wield that sword butterfly!!!
In the Father’s Love,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Wed, 6 Apr 2005 20:06:10 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Why? Love Lanna!
Hi,
I really need your continued prayers. I can’t take this fight against what seems to be the spirit of jezebel operating through a lady at my work. Today she attacked me again, saying that I better lap up all the attention I can with little baby ‘boys’ because I’m never going to get any other attention from men. She laughed and said she was joking but I can’t handle it anymore.
I told one of the guys at work who heard her comment today that i was hurt by it, and was going to talk to her, but he said to me not to worry it's just a joke, but can't HE see the spirit behind this? why is it only me who can see it?
It’s not so much the ‘comments’ it’s the spirit that I see operating behind it all.
All day today I kept thinking "maybe there isn’t a spirit there? Maybe I’m imagining it etc etc" but it’s there, I see it. She was a lot nicer to me today, but I can feel it in the spirit, I can feel the daggers.
I feel the Lord is really promoting the prophetic through me, and through my website, so things are 'growing' and He is sending the words 'out there' that He gives me....but the battle has just become ridiculous.
The thing is, is that I am doing amazingly well with Jesus, and He is growing me in the prophetic and growing me in knowing Him more, but I just feel constantly attacked by this spirit, even when I leave work, I feel it’s still near me trying to tear me down.
I want to leave work, but where do I go? I have no idea or direction from God yet, and I can’t go to the pastor and tell him what’s going on, because it’s his daughter that I am having the issues with, and if I told him about the spirit I saw, I’m sure he would be offended.
I’ve been spending more and more time with Jesus, but this is driving me crazy. This constant attack is driving me nuts. Again I am rostered on this week Sunday from 5 – 11pm, then 6am – 530pm the next morning.
The attack has upped in a huge way, and I am just feeling so lost as how to fight this spirit of jezebel. I just feel daggers being thrown at me all the time.
It’s not like ‘bad’ things are happening in my life or that I am depressed, it’s not that at all. It’s the attacks are getting so much worse. Like more subtler but worse. The pastor of the new church I’m attending emailed me back after I emailed him what I ‘saw’ in his church, the angels etc, and the message I had for his church, and he said he was encouraged and can’t wait to meet me on Sunday. See that’s good stuff.
Then a very well known deliverance pastor who runs a deliverance ministry, and uses ‘seers’ is going to mentor me, which I’ve known for a while. He called me today and made a date with me in 2 weeks to go into his office, and he is going to start training me how to ‘see’ more.
His words were "to release your giftings, I’ve been reading all your prophetic words, and they are very spot on, it’s time to release these giftings in you"
So, see God is moving in my life, with a new church, those things above, and now meeting a lady here I can share with….yet the attack is worse than it’s ever been, and I’m just not sure I can keep pushing through.
It’s too hard. Pushing through is getting harder and harder by the moment. I don’t understand, yet I want it ALL and more of what God has for me, but the pushing through is wearing me down.
I’m tired of the battle, it’s so hard.
Why do I seem to get attacked so much?
Love Lanna!
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Wed, 6 Apr 2005 21:06:16 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Whoops! Luv Lanna!
Hey,
Whoops sorry I meant spirit of 'jealousy' throughout that email, not jezebel. Don't think it's the spirit of jezebel, but a strong spirit of jealousy.
Love in Jesus,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Wed, 6 Apr 2005 09:07:09 -0700
Subject: Re: Why? Love Lanna!
Warrior Princess;
In your follow up e-mail you made a correction to "Jezebel"...but was there a need for correction? Were you speaking God's Word without even knowing what you were saying? Pray about it.
As it concerns all of these "doors" that are being opened for you, please make sure that God wants you to walk through them and then be prepared to perform as a prophet once you walk through. The Lord is going to show you "error" in each and every one of these individuals that He's bringing into your life. Do not be disappointed; it's your job to give them the opportunity to "put it under the Blood of Jesus".
The attached picture of "The Warrior" is appropriate for you and your present battles. The Lord told me to send it, and He also told me to invite you to read the message that goes along with it: "You've Asked A Hard Thing Lord!" You will greatly benefit from that one. We also posted "Christians Who Make God A Liar!" yesterday. That one will help you understand the "spirit" within the "pastor's daughter".
Thanks for trusting in me enough to confide in me...but you must not give up the "good fight of faith" until your flesh has been crucified ("The Cross!"). Do not leave your job until it is "God's Will" (not Lanna's will) that you leave. You must, we must, embrace whatever method of crucifixion that the Father has chosen for us. If you love Jesus more than Lanna then "take up your cross daily and follow Him".
Please understand that the "pastor's daughter" is being used by Satan to try and destroy you...but God is allowing it (He's ordained it) to "test" you through these "tribulations":
"And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force. For all the prophets and the law prophesied until John. And if ye will receive it, this is Elias, which was for to come. He that hath ears to hear, let him hear." (Matthew 11:12-15 KJV)
"I am come to send fire on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled? But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished! Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division: For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three. The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law." (Luke 12:49-53 KJV)
Please continue to pray for the "pastor's daughter". She has allowed the Spirit of Satan to use her to come against you (a damnable thing for a Believer), however, somebody had (has) to do it in order for you to be "tested". As bad as it might sound, if there had not been a "Judas Iscariot" in the life of Jesus, then Jesus would not have been nailed to His cross and our sins would not have be forgiven. Somebody's got to do it, and the one chosen to do it must be a close friend or loved one:
"Yea, mine own familiar friend, in whom I trusted, which did eat of my bread, hath lifted up his heel against me." (Psalms 41:9 KJV)
"My kinsfolk have failed, and my familiar friends have forgotten me." (Job 19:14 KJV)
As it concerns God's "testing of His saints", I think you would greatly benefit from our "Tribulation Horror Show!" I'll keep you in my prayers, but you must keep on keeping your faith in Jesus!
In the Father's Love,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Thu, 7 Apr 2005 18:29:30 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Why? Love Lanna!
Hey,
Thank you so much for hearing me out and just being with me through this.
*squishies*
I really need people I can trust around me now! I still look at this whole situation and wonder if i am 'over spiritualising' but I realise more and more that I am not 'over spiritualising' because I actually 'see' into the spirit, and 'see' the things that I talk about.
I've felt that a certain 'presence' that is NOT God is continually trying to come over me. I have no idea 'what' it is, I know it's not from God, but is it normal to be continually feeling a spirit trying to come over you, like an oppression or discouragement?
You know, I will share something special with you because I trust you, but last night, I walked into my room, and I saw a baby angel, and it was sitting above my bed, in the corner where I lay my head. This angel is a little boy, and is about 9 years old. He looks EXACTLY like the angel out of Max Lucado's book Alabaster's song. Here is a pic you can click on this link and see it.
https://www.booksofthebible.com/p2686.html
Funny thing is, is that everytime I look to that corner of my room, I can see him and he's smiling. I am not imagining this, he is there, and he's always smiling at me. It's a really comforting, beautiful feeling. The little angel is so beautiful. I don't know why God has showed him to me, I think I'll have to ask Him.
Maybe God is showing me he's there to protect me? or my dreams? cause he's sitting up near my head?
So I see things like that, positive things, that really do bless me, and make this whole journey worth while, but my goodness I am realising more and more how hard it is.
The thing is, if God said to me "okay Lanna, you can have a choice, you can keep moving forward or I can take this away" I would beg God to let me keep this gift of sight and calling. It's just so marvellous being able to see as He sees, and see the 'true' meaning behind things.
Things really aren't all they seem. There is so much going on in the 'background' which is what I find so hard, because 90% of others don't see it.
I think I'll feel a bit more at ease, when I get to speak with the pastor who is going to start mentoring me, who has the deliverance ministry and works with seers, because he will be able to help me cope with what I see, and not 'doubt' it, ya know?
I am really going to pray about leaving my work, and pray for confirmation from God whether to stay or leave. I really need His direction.
I am continually praying for the lady and will continue to do so. I see the severity of the wounding within her, and I feel compassion for her, but it doesn't stop the 'pain' of what I see in the spiritual, you know? I think because I can 'see' the knives, that has made it worse, but I guess that's God showing me, what is really going on.
I think the thing with me is, is that I kick and scream every so often, and have a good old cry for a week or so, like I have, but then I just get back up and press through and keep going.
I was talking to someone tonight, and they were telling me, they got to the point where I am at with God and in the prophetic, and they walked away. They quit. They couldn't do it anymore, and they don't want to go back. As they were saying that, it made me realise how much I DO want it. How much i DO want to serve God in this way, just got to take the rose with the thorns aswell huh?
No matter what, I won't give up. I do say "I can't take it anymore" and that's true, I do get fed up, because people think I'm over reacting, when I'm actually not, I am reacting to what i'm seeing in the spirit, and it gets frustrating and hard, but deep deep deep down inside me, not one bit of me wants to give up.
I am scared, and nervous and really tired...but I won't let it stop me. Nothing will stop me going deeper in Jesus.
I just have to learn how to live like this...
That's the part I'm finding the hardest
: (
Love in Jesus,
Lanna!
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Thu, 7 Apr 2005 10:34:19 -0700
Subject: Only One Good Choice!
Warrior Princess;
Forgive my blunt approach today, but many are dying and going to Hell. We must be about our Father's business.
Please give your friend (the one who decided the walk with Jesus was too painful) a message from me:
"And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? For whosoever shall be ashamed of me and of my words, of him shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he shall come in his own glory, and in his Father's, and of the holy angels." (Luke 9:23-26 KJV)
"Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. For many are called, but few are chosen." (Matthew 22:13-14 KJV)
Along with that Scripture, please tell your friend that he/she needs to prepare himself/herself for "The Tribulation Horror Show", because he/she will definitely be a part of it. In fact please invite him/her to read our expose on the Tribluation at our Website, and then (with love) remind him/her not to profess Jesus as his/her Lord and Saviour...because He's not!
As it concerns Max Lucado and the angel, Brother Max is way off the "straight and narrow" path of salvation, and is likewise leading many Believers along the same path of destruction straight into Hell. His "little boy angel" is a sinister plot to pervert the mind of many. You continue to see this "angel" in your room because the Almighty wants you to "see" this error and speak out against it. God created the angels as full grown mighty warriors. Please ask the Lord if what I'm telling you is His Truth.
You said:
"I think I'll feel a bit more at ease, when I get to speak with the pastor who is going to start mentoring me, who has the deliverance ministry and works with seers..."
But God says:
"Let no man deceive himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise. For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness." (1 Corinthians 3:18-19 KJV)
"And as they were afraid, and bowed down their faces to the earth, they said unto them, Why seek ye the living among the dead?" (Luke 24:5 KJV)
Please pray about it.
In the Lord Jesus Christ,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Fri, 8 Apr 2005 16:13:13 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Only One Good Choice!
Hi,
Thanks so much for your email. I've really pressed into God today and really spent time just listening to what He has to say.
The truth is, is that every day I am continually feeling things being thrown against me. The Lord really gave me some clear direction today. Gave me some really good pictures of who I am in Him and those pictures were such truth, so from now on I am to stand on them.
So that was really good. God then showed me a picture of people coming up to me and putting stickers on me, labels of what they 'thought' and the Lord showed me that I need to be taking them off and comparing them to the word, and then dealing with them. Either receiving them or throwing them out, but to actually analyse every word.
So after sending out "Go beyond the surface" I get emails from some people saying I have a critical spirit, and that God does not speak the way I have been portraying in the emails I'm sending out, and that I am allowing a critical spirit and my own emotions to colour the words. So I take it to God, and repent of any criticalness if i allowed any to enter and to remove a critical spirit from me, if there is one, but i do not believe there is.
There is such things that come from God called 'tough love'.
All these people thinking they can just come along and sprout their mouths over me. So today God said to me "Lanna I am putting you in an upfront ministry, so you must be ready to deal with all that comes at you like this, by developing thick skin that is in Me. thick skin, meaning that you are to only take on what is from Me, and let everything else drop to the floor'. So much easier said than done though.
I mean, the way people have been treating me lately, always having something 'negative' to say about how i hear God, or what I hear God say, you'd think I was sending out these words with the wrong heart motive or trying to pull people down. I keep telling people "listen, I am allowing God to use Me, to show you that we are NOT rising up, we are not standing in all God has for us as a church".
A few emails came today, saying that I am allowing the evil one to work through me, to portray an angry God who is really upset with the way we are, and we never do things right, to meet His expectations. Pam Clark published last night's word, so that was even more confirmation to me that i was on the right track. Heard right. I trust her discernment.
Well truth is, we don't. We don't meet His expectations, and He is saddened by the 'church' but He is showing 'tough love' because He sees where we are going 'to'. He sees what He wants us to be. He is not saying all this to condemn us, but to wake us up to move forward.
Two or three people i TRUSTED emailed me today and says to me that the mentor i am about to meet with who 'sees' into the spirit...and is going to help me...is not what God wants for me...HELLO!!!! I know for a fact that he IS! But see what i mean? So again I am deleting other people off my list, whom I believed I could trust and share with, but was wrong. So again i've had to delete a few more people. I can count all the people i can share with comfortably now on one hand.
I am praying for God to rise the warrior up in me more and more. Give me the thick skin that I need, because without it i'm in trouble.
Today I saw a picture of myself as a warrior, and i was kicking and fighting, and I asked the Lord what He was trying to say, and I believe He said to me, that He is fighting the battles for Me, through Me, but I actively have to rebuke and kick and knock things away with the word.
How do I get more of a 'thick skin'?
How do I make sure my heart stays loving towards all these people who continually speak over my life?
I want to ask you.....because i trust you....
Is there anything in the words i've sent, or in what you see of me, that is true of what people are saying? The words says to be accountable, so I am now. Asking for your discernment of anything...am I right in what i am feeling...or is there truth in these people's words? I am asking God, and am now asking you because i trust your discernment, and I believe if I have heard God right, He will confirm what i've heard through your answer.
Okay, going to worship..and keep my eyes on JESUS, not on the stupid stuff going on around me.
Gosh the prophetic walk is not easy at all, is it? I used to think it was all 'stars' and 'glamour' getting words from God....oh my gosh....it's not!!!!
Thanks for having such a beautiful heart and spirit, and being someone I can trust.
Luv Lanna, who's learning to stand in her identity in Christ alone and be a warrior :)
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Fri, 8 Apr 2005 12:14:09 -0700
Subject: Here He Comes!
Sister Lanna;
It's exciting how close we are to seeing the "end of the age". "Christian" Bush has now confessed that "The Pope" (Vicar of Christ) is the "Living God" on earth: "No doubt in my mind the Lord Christ was sent by the Almighty".
The time is very, very short, We must be about our Father's business.
In Christ,
Bruce
Friday, April 8, 2005
ABOARD AIR FORCE ONE - President Bush on Friday said that attending the funeral of Pope John Paul II was "one of the highlights of my presidency" and made clear that he disagrees with former President Clinton's assessment that the pontiff leaves a mixed legacy."I think John Paul II will have a clear legacy of peace, compassion and a strong legacy of setting a clear moral tone," Bush told reporters on Air Force One as he flew from Rome to the United States just hours after the funeral. He said he wanted to amend his remarks to add the word "excellent.""It was a strong legacy," the president said. "I wanted to make sure there was a proper adjective to the legacy he left behind, not just the word clear."Bush led a U.S. delegation that included his wife, Laura, his father, former President Bush, former President Clinton and Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice. Clinton, on the flight to Rome earlier this week, had said that John Paul "may have had a mixed legacy," but he called him a man with a great feel for human dignity."There will be debates about him. But on balance, he was a man of God, he was a consistent person, he did what he thought was right," Clinton said. "That's about all you can ask of anybody."Bush spoke with reporters in the conference room of his plane. "I'm really glad I came," he said. "There was never any question I would come."Bush talked about his time in Rome in extraordinarily personal terms, saying it strengthened his own belief in a "living God."He remarked on how affected he was by the services, particularly the music and the sight of the plain casket being carried out with the sun pouring down on it. As he viewed the pope's body, Bush said, he felt "very much at peace" and "much more in touch with his spirit." "I knew the ceremony today would be majestic but I didn't realize how moved I would be by the service itself," the president said. "Today's ceremony, I bet you, was a reaffirmation for millions. "That was true for him, Bush said.
"No doubt in my mind the Lord Christ was sent by the Almighty," Bush said. "No doubt."
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Fri, 8 Apr 2005 23:37:09 -0700
Subject: Re: Urgent! Plz Read!
Warrior Princess;
You are accountable to your Heavenly Father through His Son in the power of the Holy Spirit. Your Word was from God, and you spoke it. Amen and amen!
In the Lord Jesus Christ,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sat, 9 Apr 2005 17:11:44 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Urgent! Plz Read!
Hi,
How are you?
Thanks so much for just encouraging me and being here for me, it really does mean a lot to be able to share with someone who understands where I am at and what God is doing with me.
I am confident that God is using all this to train to me stand in Him alone, and not to be swayed by what others say, to continue to die to flesh and to stand on the conviction of what I believe He has said to me.
Even as I sent out the "dancing with the enemy" word, part of me "lept" at sending it out, thinking I could receive some pretty harsh stuff in return, part of me lept. I couldn't understand it, and then it dawned on me.
There is part of me that is slowly starting to understand...that if i have to be persecuted then what better reason to be persecuted than for Jesus?
I thought, Jesus would be standing on my side, and if I am to receive yuck emails in return then so be it, because yes the enemy is trying to silence me, but that's the thing, I won't be silenced.
It's like fire in my bones. I can't not share. If i didn't share I'd go nuts. So really there isn't another option for me to be quiet, because I can't. I simply can't keep quiet, I have to obey the Lord. I have to.
I am putting on my warfare boots, and am sharpening my sword and am ready for battle.
I know God has great plans for me, I mean part of the reason I am so attacked I believe is because God is moving through me, so that should encourage me aswell.
Strange thing, last night I had a dream that a friend of mine sent me a message on my phone and when I opened it, it just said "Elisha, Elisha, YAY Elisha"...I wonder what God is trying to say to me. I am going to go and read the story of Elisha again.
Wonder what God was trying to say!!!! Interesting :))
If this is the path the Lord wants me to walk in, then so be it. I will \o/
I love Jesus too much to not follow Him, in the 'best' He has for my life.
A few people have said to me, that this mentor I am about to see, who is the guy that prayed deliverance over me and God used his ministry to heal me, that having him mentor me is not of God. He is mentoring me, always in group settings, and not alone. He has a team of people he works with that help him, and he would be meeting with me with a team of people...it would never be him and I alone. The fruit of his ministry is amazing and I have a really good sense about it.
See, again, WHY put fear over me? WHY?
Anyways!!!!
Well I should go and spend some more time with Jesus.
Luv you lots...Can't wait to hear back from you.
In Jesus,
Lanna Perry!!
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 9 Apr 2005 10:43:02 -0700
Subject: Re: Urgent! Plz Read! (cont.)
Warrior Princess;
Praise God for your strong will and determination to serve Yahweh the Almighty, and Him only!
As I read through your e-mail the Lord stopped me at your dream. And after having prayed about it, this is what He's given me.
The prophet Elijah first meets his "understudy" Elisha in I Kings 19:19. The number "19" is very symbolic in your walk and the details can be found in our sermonet "You've Asked A Hard Thing Lord! - #19".
"So he departed thence, and found Elisha (H477) the son of Shaphat, who was plowing with twelve yoke of oxen before him, and he with the twelfth: and Elijah passed by him, and cast his mantle upon him." (1 Kings 19:19 KJV)
Elisha (H477) [el-ee-shaw'] - Contracted for H474; Elisha, the famous prophet: - Elisha.
Elishua (H474) [el-ee-shoo'-ah] - From H410 and H7769; God of supplication (or of riches); Elishua, a son of King David: - Elishua.
The definition of "Elish" as found in Hitchcock Bible Names is "salvation ofGod".
The name "Elisha" is repeated three times in your dream. "Three" is the number of completion.
According to what the Lord has shown me, the word "yay" is the following Hebrew word meaning: "Jah" (Jehovah in the shortened form) - the proper name of the one true God.
Yahh (H3050) [yaw] - Contracted for H3068, and meaning the same; Jah, the sacred name: - Jah, the Lord, most vehement. Cp. names in “-iah,” “-jah.”
Please ask the Lord for the reason that He had me give you all of that. And as it concerns your "mentor", please let me reconfirm the fact that God is going to show you "error" in this minister who is going to mentor you, and it's your calling to both uncover it and point it out for all to see. You have only One to whom you are accountable.
Now, I've got a favour to ask of you. Please pray about "why" the Lord is having me tell you this:
My youngest daughter Hadassah is not presently walking in her calling with the Lord. In fact she recently (Thursday) paid a visit with my ex-wife (her adopted mother), who the Lord had separated her from for her own safety, and likewise found her condition to be deplorable. Hadassah said that Annie was extremely bloated, and the first thing that came to mind was Jim Jones. How well I remember the scene on the news as they showed the sun-baked, swollen corpses of the victims who gave their life for Pastor Jones and the Devil. My ex-wife Annie is a walking dead person, and the only way she is going to recover is through a personal relationship with Christ. In fact when Hadassah went into the mobile home she saw a bunch of rocks with our names painted on them in nail polish. This confirmed/verified to Hadassah what the Lord told me about Annie's dealings in Santeria (Voodoo/Witchcraft) and her curses against both "the children" and me. (See sermonet "My Natural Wife Was Annie...But My Spiritual Wife Is Sandy!" for all the gorey details.)
God bless you Sister!
In the Lord Jesus Christ,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 10 Apr 2005 20:36:01 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Urgent! Plz Read! (cont.)
Hi,
Thanks so much for your email :)) I will pray about your family situation.
*squishies*
Thanks so much for just being here for me over the past few days, with all the trauma that seems to have come to me. As I think I said to you in a previous email even though I'm going through a lot of attack, I am so excited. I am so excited that the Lord is allowing me to suffer for Him. It's really becoming a privilege. So I have been a little less burdened the past few days just really pressing into Jesus, and really considering it a privilege to suffer for Jesus. \o/
Bruce, not sure I agree with the fact that I am going to see hidden things in my mentor, he's an amazing man of God, but I'll put it on the shelf. The whole issue about my mentor and me going to see him....i have been praying about it today...and the Lord spoke to me so clearly...like he was standing right next to me....that I am to go see Greg. So I am standing on that, and going to see him in a few weeks. Whatever happens God will bring the best out of it all.
I feel that I am really growing in discernment to be able to know who I can and can't share with, the Lord is really showing me and also showing me what I can say and what I can't. I never ever realised it was so intense.
Someone of great authority and anointing said to me today that I have to understand with the gifts God has given me, and the extent to which He is using me these days, that I have to expect the attacks. That I am going to be fighting attacks a lot, because of these giftings, but that the Lord will fight for me, and that I just have to continue to fight through my obedience to Him.
That really hit me. Isn't that phenomenal? I didn't think I was getting attacked so hard because of the gifts that God has given me. That's amazing. That humbles me so much more than ever before.
Satan wouldn't attack if they were 'my' gifts, or 'my' ability, he's attacking so hard, cause it's God working through me. Wow, that's a phenomenal concept once you grab hold of it, hey? wow!
So thank you for your encouragement, it's been so great.
It's just a great feeling, to be able to quiet the voices of all those people who have attacked me, and had a go at me, and just sit back and hear God say "Lanna, I am pleased with you".
Just need to continue to walk in that and believe it, because the enemy keeps telling me i'm doing something wrong...but I choose to believe what God says and focus on Him.
He's not getting this girl away from her Beloved.
Look forward to your reply,
Luv in Jesus,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 10 Apr 2005 14:36:03 -0700
Subject: Suffering
Warrior Princess;
I glory in your acceptance of the "sufferings of Christ" that we must all endure for a season. God is preparing you for a great work...and of course "sufferings" is a very real part of it. In fact, the following words of Paul should become a little more real to you now:
“Seeing that many glory after the flesh, I will glory also. For ye suffer fools gladly, seeing ye yourselves are wise. For ye suffer, if a man bring you into bondage, if a man devour you, if a man take of you, if a man exalt himself, if a man smite you on the face. I speak as concerning reproach, as though we had been weak. Howbeit whereinsoever any is bold, (I speak foolishly,) I am bold also. Are they Hebrews? so am I. Are they Israelites? so am I. Are they the seed of Abraham? so am I. Are they ministers of Christ? (I speak as a fool) I am more; in labours more abundant, in stripes above measure, in prisons more frequent, in deaths oft. Of the Jews five times received I forty stripes save one. Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep; In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren; In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and nakedness. Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches. Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn not? If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities.” (2 Corinthians 11:18-30 KJV)
That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death; If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead. (Philippians 3:10-11 KJV)
You are a real encouragement to me, Sister Lanna! Thank you for your prayers for my family.
In the Lord Jesus Christ,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 11 Apr 2005 21:00:40 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Stop This Ride - I Need a breather - Luv Lanna!
Hey,
I've been absolutely knocked tonight....whether it's satan trying to make me doubt...or what.
Another person emailing me telling me that seeing Greg - the guy who is about to mentor me in the gift of 'seeing' in the spirit and discernment - isn't right...my goodness....I only shared it with a couple of my close friends...and now 4 of them are saying it's wrong, and1 is saying it's right. I prayed and prayed and God I believe gave me peace, and I said to God at the time "IF Greg is meant to mentor me than he will offer to" and he did....but the battle now is crazy.
I just can't go on like this anymore. So I am emailing you to let you know that I won't be sharing much more about 'my life' for a while...passions and day to day things i will share with you...but I won't be sharing any decisions with anyone anymore. I've had it.
Some lady who has met me once, and is an intercessor to someone very close to me, passes a message onto me saying that she has been praying and God wants me to stop posting online and the prophetic ministry, stop 'doing' completely, and just get back to 'being'.
I am with God all the time and am making time for God. If God wants me to lay it down and stop posting I will.
I'm just so upset at it all. See what i mean when I say people are always having a go at me saying "you're doing this wrong, or that".
I feel like I've been shaken vigorously and then plopped down again, and I'm so disorientated I can't see straight.
I honestly can't hear what God's saying right now...in any area...
Stop world....I need a breather.
Luv Lanna!
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 11 Apr 2005 23:11:53 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Bruce...
Hi Bruce,
Just about to go to bed and felt this word on my heart for you. Please take it to the Lord and see what God says.
Luv in Jesus,
Lanna
I see that the Lord is going to have you speak forth in a different place very soon. I see that the Lord is stirring within you a new move of His Spirit. As you continue to allow Him to stir these things within you, He is going to show you the revelations that you've been crying out for.
I see that you are climbing a tree to see Jesus, like Zaccheus. I see that you are going to great lengths to 'see' Jesus and He is so pleased. I see that He is going to invade a place you've been crying out for Him to invade. A place that you have been seeking Him to move in, He will not only move He will invade, because of your faithfulness to Him, He is going to move on your behalf now.
I also see the impossible is going to become possible in your life. In an area that deep down you've thought you could possibly down, the Lord is going to call to you and you WILL walk on water. You WILL!
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Mon, 11 Apr 2005 14:48:38 -0700
Subject: Re: Stop This Ride - I Need a breather - Luv Lanna!
Warrior Princess;
Remember the drawing I sent you of the little warrior with sword and shield...complete with battle scars? Nobody said it was going to be easy! This is a battle (THE battle) for your soul!
In fact as I read over your e-mail the Lord asked me to share the following with you:
Back a few years ago, as I was seeking the Lord for the "baptisim in the Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking in other tongues", the first Word that the Lord gave me sounded much like "koon taco" when I spoke it. In fact I joked that it must mean a "Mexican hamburger made from racoon meat".
Then it was about a year ago that the Lord took me into the Hebrew and showed me the two Words that I was speaking. The "Koon" Word is symbolic of those who are walking upright with the Lord, and of course the "Tokhoo" Word is symbolic of the opposition that MUST come against those who walk upright with the Lord. This is the way God has designed it so get used to the "koon taco". In fact the following is what the Lord had me put on the back of my ministry cards:
Koon-Tokhoo
Koon (ku^n) H3559 - to be erect (perpendicular)
To'-khoo (to^chu^) H8459 - to depress
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Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy. (1 Peter 4:12-13 KJV)
And now that I've said all that, let me give you some fatherly advice. There are going to be many godly people giving you advice throughout your walk, but you are the only one who can control your eternal destiny by obeying God's Word. You must decide what is of God and what isn't. Satan will sometimes be able to use those who you consider "of God" to throw you a sucker ball, and you must Spiritually discern that it's a "sucker ball" before you take a swing.
God has given you the gift of prophetic, and He wants you to walk in this gift by boldly speaking the Words that He gives you. It will bring about much opposition to you, but it's this same opposition - "Koon-Tokhoo" - that will transform you from an ugly "worm" into God's beautiful "butterfly".
With the Love of the Father,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Tue, 12 Apr 2005 12:12:07 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Stop This Ride - I Need a breather - Luv Lanna!
Can i explain what happened last night ?
Basically I have a mentor, who used to be my counsellor, and I really trust her. Well I happened to mention to her the 'opposition' i was facing about seeing this new mentor, and so she told 'her' intercessor, and her intercessor emailed me and told me it's not of God.
But you know what? As soon as I read it, yes I got all out of control and emotional and crying and didn't know which way was up, but when I calmed down, I felt God say to me that this intercessor is allowing a spirit of jealousy to operate through her, because this mentor i am going to see he is well known and has a huge ministry, that maybe she regrets not being mentored by him. She said that God doesn't want to 'train' me this way with him, that it's not of Him, He wants to do it another way. But I sensed a real jealousy coming from her to me.
See it's hard, when i see things like that, it's so hard to stand on them, because i'm just never sure it's right.
Thank you for loving me and being here for me. What a bright shining star you are in my life.
Look forward to hearing back from you.
Luv in Jesus,
Lanna
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:14:43 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Woah Bruce Woah!
Hey Hey,
Woah.....
I have to tell you what happened to me tonight. I am definately not sharing this with many, as they would think I am crazy, but I need to share it as a testimony of just how amazing God is.
Basically, all day I have been 'rising up' and just knocking the devil down, felt like a real warrior today, but yet I just couldn't 'shake off' whatever has been on me lately. Yes, i've been massively attacked, but to some extent I haven't felt victorious. It's like I felt really discouraged, and even though I was rising up, it felt something was stopping me.
Well it took all day for me to press into God, and I knew something was wrong. All I knew that was for the past few weeks, I've been feeling 'anxiety' but something in my 'chest' area or in my spirit.
I then saw a picture that was as clear as day.I saw this hand and it was huge, and thick and it had gripped my spirit. It had a tight hold around my spirit. I saw it squeezing my spirit and that's the anxiety I was feeling. I was like "woah Lord, what's that", and anyway you won't believe what God started to tell me.
I don't really understand this, I don't understand if curses can come over you if a person subconciously....anyways....but basically God told me that there were curses that have been placed over my life in the past few weeks, and then I have allowed them to influence me.
This is what will knock you out of your tree. Look at the list God gave me:
- You will not grow or prosper.
- You will not grow or prosper in the gifting God has given you.
- You will not be promoted spiritually or walk in greater freedom.
- Condemnation, oppression and discouragement will continue to sit over you.
- You will be confused, and continually believe that you do not hear God.
- You will continually walk in fear in your walk with God.
Isn't that just shocking? Those words came to me like a flood. The Lord told me to take each one, rebuke it, renoucnce it, ask for forgiveness for my part in it, speak blessing over the persons life and ask the Lord to restore to me what I lost through that curse, through allowing it to influence me.
If you look through the list, you can see these are all things I have experienced this week. Fear of not being in God's will, fear of making a mistake, intense confusion of what God wants me to do, sadness/discouragement, and doubting God's voice all the time to me. Wow!
The hard part is that I don't know 'who' has spoken these or placed these over my life, but I don't need to know. I kept asking God and He kept telling me I don't need to know. I kept telling Him that I don't know anyone who would speak such 'awful' things over me intentionally, and He kept telling me, that curses can be placed over someone, by someone without them even knowing. The person who sends the curse, is operating out of wounding, and it's the spirit sending it. Isn't that crazy?
So I went through each one and broke them, and I feel better. That squeezing sensation has almost gone. I feel more peace, praise God.
Isn't God amazing? Even when I don't understand what He's talking about, with curses etc, I really don't understand all that stuff, He still shows me just enough for me to be able to do what He says.
Anyways..I just needed to share that with someone. I am still blown away. How amazing is God?
Yet how weird do I feel? *laughs* that I feel I have had awful curses/words sitting over my life the past few weeks, and I didn't even realise. Sheesh.
Thanks for listening,
Have a good day,
Luv in Jesus,
Lanna :))
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:13:41 -0700
Subject: Re: Woah Bruce Woah!
Warrior Princes;
Up until now, did you ever imagine that a Christian could do witchcraft (as in cast an “evil spell”) on another Christian? Well it happens, and it even happened to you. Christians tried their best to do Voodoo on you!
In fact the Lord wants me to share with you a portion of a letter that was sent from a dear Sister who was likewise suffering demonic attacks because of her “Christian” husband’s wrongly focused prayers. It’s a very good example of why we should all be very careful to only pray “His Will” and not “our flesh”:
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I have been through hell this weekend battling demons who are trying to keep me from giving this Word to you. Just trust me when I say that the very person I love the most turned on me and I had to endure persecution and shame from him, while having to stand up for my faith in God and tell my husband I refuse to obey him when God tells me to do otherwise. I love my husband but my Lord Jesus I love more. I have to obey Him no matter what the cost!
Please pray over this and ask the Lord to show you what He wants you to see.
In closing, this is the last thing the Lord wants me to share with you. During my battle this weekend, my husband innocently in the wrong spirit prayed over me and rebuked the witchcraft curse affecting me and making me “rebellious” to him and asked that I have eyes to “see”. That night I did not sleep at all for the evil all around me in my dreams. I have never ever felt such evil and seen such horrible things in my sleep. I was trying to be sucked back into the very things in my dreams that God has delivered me from when the Holy Spirit baptized me almost 2 years ago. I literally kept waking up and out loud rebuking the evil trying to enter my thoughts and mind. It was horrible. The next morning the Lord told me to ask my husband what he prayed and then I was to tell him the Lord said to “Be careful in what spirit you pray.”
He prayed a curse over me even though he thought he was trying to help me and make me see the error of my ways. God could not honor his prayers because I am and was being obedient to Him and my husband was the one in error.
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If you have the time, also check out Sister Clo’s Word “The Jezebel Spirit And Witchcraft In The Church” at http://www.fmh-child.org/jezebel.html.
Also, I just want to thank you for both “receiving” and “speaking” that Word from God for me. I’m presently expounding on it as it applies to my life and will share it with you. Without a doubt, it is an awesome Word from God that I will cherish for years to come. It’s even going on the Website soon.
In the Father’s Love,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Thu, 14 Apr 2005 18:32:27 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Who does he think he is? Luv Lanna!
Hey,
I am so mad now I could scream. Who the heck does satan think he is? I am so over his antics and his stupidity.
Here i am going about my day, having a lovely day with Jesus, when all of a sudden I get so attacked that it took me hours to break it off me. I have to go through the shopping centre near my house to get home, so thought i'd pop in for a coffee. So I did, and boom, did i ever get slammed.
I have never felt so ugly, or fat or whatever. It just hit me like a tonne of bricks. It's like this intense poking that wouldn't stop. Everywhere I went it was there, telling me I need to get back to my size 10 figure, not be a size 12. It was awful, and it wasn't a little attack, it was quite huge.
It's made me mad though. Who does satan think he is to come and touch a child of God? Who does he think he is to come and hassle me like that?
I am a child of God and he has NO right to harrass me in that way. To bring feelings of such disgust and self hatred over myself. I kept saying out loud, "NO, go away, I won't think this. I am beautiful in Christ. I rebuke you in Jesus name".
I've had it with him. He is not going to ruffle my feathers anymore. He is defeated. He is SO defeated. I hate the fact that he violates us with attacks.
He has NO right to attack. NO right. Yet he comes along and places things over us, or whatever, and it just annoys me.
I'm so mad! I am sealed with the Holy Spirit. I am anointed, chosen for a specific purpose, an heir with Christ, a child of the living God, His princess, His warrior, I am GOD's and he thinks he can come and mess with me. Well he's wrong.
*Ugh*
Sorry for exploding all over you, but I am just so angry and frustrated at how satan mucks with us children of God, and sometimes gets away with it, I just want to smack him SO hard in the head. Especially after the intense intense attack he's been dishing out to me the past few weeks. Working overtime with me.
You know what? Now that I think about it, I'm going to give him a good smack in the head and crush his head under my feet with the Word of God. I am NOT going to let him make me feel disgusting, ugly and fat. No WAY!
Love your fellow warrior for Christ,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Thu, 14 Apr 2005 18:42:37 -0700
Subject: Re: Who does he think he is? Luv Lanna!
Warrior Princes;
It's good to hear from you again, even though I actually heard from you in your "Worship Weapon" Word. I mean I could feel the import of that Word as it applies to you - I could hear the Father speaking it to you. So just "who does he think he is to attack the Warrior Princess?"
Well the following is a Word from the Father to His lovely daughter in Sydney:
What is this "worship" that is our “weapon” that defeats the Devil?
One of my favorite quotes from Matthew Henry deals specifically with this word “worship”:
“Faith is the proper principle of worship, and worship the genuine product of faith.”
So just what is “worship”?
One of my favorite two verses that describe the type of “worship” the Father demands from us is found in the Scripture you used only a few days ago:
“I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.” (Romans 12:1-2 KJV)
So just how do we “present our bodies as a living sacrifice” to the Almighty?
“And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.” (Colossians 3:17 KJV)
Did you catch that? Whatsoever we do in our day-to-day activities (word or deed) we should be doing them in the Power (Name) of the Lord Jesus.
“For our gospel came not unto you in word only, but also in power, and in the Holy Ghost, and in much assurance; as ye know what manner of men we were among you for your sake.” (1 Thessalonians 1:5 KJV)
And just how do we do that?
“But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.” (Hebrews 11:6 KJV)
“If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:14 KJVR)
“In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil.” (Proverbs 3:6-7 KJVR)
You see, Warrior Princess, what happens when we seek God’s “Word of direction” (for every step of our journey through this life) is that we have the “power/weapon” of His Word in us…that is once we’ve heard His specific Word and likewise applied our “faith” to it by just doing (in word or deed) whatever He has told us to do. This is “True Worship” when we go where He directs us to go and say what He gives us to speak. And, to put it bluntly, anything other than acting on His Word (any action that doesn’t originate from Him) is considered by the Almighty to be “evil - wicked ways”.
So going back to this thing about “Worship Weapon” and Mathew Henry’s one-liner on worship - “Faith is the proper principle of worship, and worship the genuine product of faith” - my question for you is “Was it God’s will that you “pop in for a coffee” the day you got attacked.” In other words did God the Father tell Warrior Princess to stop by for a coffee, so that your act of “faith” in obeying His “Word” to “pop in for a coffee” became “worship”?
And after having said all that, let me leave you with this one simple question for you to answer back to me: “Did God tell you (did He direct your path in any way) to pop in and get coffee?”
In the Father’s Love,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Fri, 15 Apr 2005 11:53:08 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Who does he think he is? Luv Lanna!
Hey,
Thanks so much for your email. I did some serious enemy kicking butt. I kicked him hard. Woo!!!!
You're right Bruce.....I didn't "ask" God if i could go in for a coffee...thanks for that tip..I'll remember that next time.
You know what I find amazing? That even going into a shopping centre the Lord wants me to stop outside and pray specifically for covering....and the armour....cause it's such a battlefield in there....Wow!
I went for a jog tonight and I was talking to God about this attack and how much the attack stunk. So then He showed me that satan can sometimes take a little bit of truth and twist it.
What do I mean? Well basically God has said to me that I am to take care of my body, because it's the temple of the Holy Spirit, and that He wants it all well taken care of, but God did not say that I was FAT.
So today when I was being attacked over and over I would rebuke him, and he would leave, but then when I would speak out that I'm beautiful, He would remind that even GOD told me to get fit.
So I saw just how sneaky and slimy He is and how He can try and twist God words, but praise God that He showed me that, and I was able to stand firm on what God had told me.
I enjoyed so much using the sword tonight. I really enjoyed chopping the enemy to peices. I got out my list of who I am in Christ, and I just started slaying him, and I could see the enemy evapourating, it was sooooo good.
I just loved speaking out each word knowing that it was like poision to the enemy. Knowing that he was screaming and cringing as I read and claimed each word. I just love growing in the knowledge of who I am in Christ.
Can I ask you a weird question?
Have you had anything on your heart for me lately?
I am really excited about what God is doing with His children lately, those who are obeying wholeheartedly, it's amazing.
God is really raising us up, and really doing a mighty work in us. A deep work. I Love it, and I love it and I love it.
He is changing us. Change hurts, so these seasons haven't been the easiest, but how much deeper have we seen Christ? Hallelujah \o/
I love I love I love this verse:
In His kindness God called you to his eternal glory by means of Jesus Christ. After you have suffered a little while, He will restore, support and strengthen you, and He will place you on a firm foundation. - 1 Peter 5:10
Hallelujah!
God has used everything with me lately to teach me to stand on what HE has told me, and my discernment in hearing Him.
I think the 'breakthrough' has begun in that area, amen?
Luv in Jesus,
Your friend forever,
Lanna :))
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Fri, 15 Apr 2005 19:20:55 -0700
Subject: Suffering For Jesus
Warrior Princes;
You really bless me! Your one statement says it all: "God has used everything with me lately to teach me to stand on what HE has told me, and my discernment in hearing Him."
That one statement is the key to becoming "one with God"...and so very few Christians really understand it. "Hear God and obey God!" I joy in the fact that you are living it!
As to your question: "Can I ask you a weird question? Have you had anything on your heart for me lately?" What's so weird about that question? I am a prophet just as you, and the one thing I am coming to grips with is that "weird" ain't really weird when it comes to the things that God is going to have us prophets do. But as it concerns you, I have shared with you most of what the Lord has given me so far. I know that you are a very special young lady, who is called for a very special job, but, as to the specifics, what the Father has shared with me are still only bits and pieces. Is there something in particular that you feel the Lord is putting on your heart that you need confirmation on?
Without a doubt, the things that the Father will have us to do will not be accepted by most in the "church". We will be persecuted for righteousness sake, but that's the only way your Scripture can be fulfilled:
"But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." (1 Peter 5:10 KJV)
I'm willing to do whatever He asks...how about you?
In the Father's Love,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sat, 16 Apr 2005 19:21:54 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Very Personal - Love Lanna!
Hey!
How are you?
My spirit has been really anxious all day, and I realised that the Lord wanted to show me something, I didn't realise what He was going to show me though, was so full on.
I believe something significant was happening in the spiritual realm today, a real shift, but the shift I sensed, was not a good one. I enquired of the Lord what this shift was, and the Lord then began to speak to me about the increase of deception within the body of Christ.
The Lord then showed me a white horse, and on this white horse was a man in a dark cloak and all his face was covered. I enquired of the Lord its meaning, and the Lord showed me that there are many christian leaders at the moment that 'appear' to be right on with Jesus (hence on the white horse) but are actually being influenced majorily by the evil one, through unrepentant sin, or severe wounding. I saw that many of the body of Christ are being deceived.
So I asked the Lord HOW were they being deceived? I believe God went onto share with me, that they are being 'blinded' somehow believing that there is 'not more' in their walk with Christ. Like now that they have become christians, they are growing by going to church, but that there is not more that God wants to reveal to them - taking them to a place where they are completely radical for Him. Walking in life changing faith and power through the Holy Spirit. Walking in signs and wonders.
That they are being deceived to the point that now that they've accepted Jesus they've received everything and they are "a okay", but they are not actually seeing the Spirit and what He is doing now, how He is raising up an army and about to send people out etc. They are being deceived and blinded to the actual move of the Spirit infront of them.
I asked God, WHY Lord then are some deceived and then some like us NOT deceived, and God said that they haven't chosen to recognise the 'price' or haven't known how to escape the blindness, that many are walking with Jesus, but are just not seeing.
God was telling me that now He is raising up His prophets and those that HAVE heard, He is sharing this with them NOW so they may KNOW what they are up against, and they are to restore hope to the body of Christ, and continue to break this spirit of deception and blindness.
It's so strong though. The deception is getting a lot worse and it's getting a lot worse a lot quicker.
I am very saddened by what i've seen, as one of my best friends, she is in this boat. She is a lovely christian, and loves God, but so blinded to what God is doing in and through her and in the world around her. She hasn't been 'exposed' to a lot, so it's a very slow process sharing things with her, but it just broke my heart when God was sharing this with me, because I saw that she is being deceived too.
So, the reason for me sharing this with you, is that I believe you are part of the group of people God is raising up to break this spirit of deception and bring it into the light, so I wanted to share it with you, and also if you can help bring a little more understanding or advice to me for what i've seen, or correction, i would greatly appreciate it.
I am going to be praying about this....but it just amazes me...that God would trust ME enough...to show me this. To share with me, what is going on in His church, and show me, to be READY because this spirit of deception is about to rear it's head in ugly ways in the church, worse than ever before, and we as His warriors need to be ready to fight it.
I just need to spend time with God and find out exactly HOW He wants us to fight it, and how He wants me to fight it in my everyday life.
I have always heard that God shares things with His prophets before it occurs, and to think He would show me that an even greater deception is coming, before it's actually "FULLY" hit, that amazes me, and makes me feel so special, that God loves me that much and trusts me that much to share that with me. Amen.
Please don't pass this on. It's very personal, and something the Lord has only allowed me to share with one or two.
Blessings,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 16 Apr 2005 10:24:56 -0700
Subject: Re: Very Personal - Love Lanna!
Warrior Princess;
Praise God for His revelation to the prophets. But now that He's giving it to you, do you understand the full import of what it means to "give Him your life"?
"And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it. For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" (Mark 8:34-36 KJV)
"Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. If any man serve me, let him follow me; and where I am, there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me, him will my Father honour." (John 12:24-26 KJV)
I am a man with a college degree - B.S. in engineering - who has no job. I was an Engineering Manager for The Toro Company until I acted in my calling of prophet by speaking God's Word. That one act of obedience cost me my job, my family, and my home. I not only became "homeless for Jesus" but also had to "go to jail for Jesus". I have absolutely no income (zero dollars), but the Lord continues to provide.
You see God is training me to be a prophet. He's training me to accept whatever consequences might result from my obedience to His Word as I speak and do His Word. But this is only the beginning. I know that the apostate church will not like what the Lord is giving me to speak and live, and because of it the church will try to kill me. The Lord has already shown me the ambulance rides that will be a part of my life as the church tries it's best to snuff me out.
So are you ready?
A good example of what the Lord showed you is America's President. Bush claims Jesus Christ as his Lord and Saviour, but yet he "secretly" serves Satan with his life. Most of the church world believes he is godly. In fact they believe it so much that they don't even want to receive God's Truth concerning him. They have been deceived and most will be happy with the deception...all the way to Hell!
So are you ready?
The time has come that we must be about our Father's business...and we must prove it with our lives.
So are you ready?
In the Father's Love,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 15:22:59 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Very Personal - Love Lanna!
Heeeeeey,
Thank you for your email. I went to church this morning and it was amazing as always, but during worship, I looked to the left corner of the church and I saw this disgusting demon standing in the corner. I looked at it...but didn't let it affect me and just kept on worshipping. I couldn't help but wonder what it was. So I asked the Lord what it was, and He said to me it was deception. It was standing there in the corner waiting and watching to find someone it could deceive.
I was very put off by this, because the church I am in the Lord has said there is NO deception. The Lord then showed me that this spirit of deception is flying through lots of churches...but in some places it cannot find a hold. In the church I am in...there is no deception coming from leadership...but this demon was looking into people into their wounds etc, to see what it could grab onto and twist around.
Anyways...basically after I realised what it was doing, I just kept praising God and worshipping and spending no time focusing on it, because I knew it would love me to focus on it, and not on worship. So I just continued to worship and then I heard the words so clearly:
"Deception is diminished in worship - seeing God face to face"
As I heard the Spirit saying these words, I believed the Lord was saying, that as people see God FACE to FACE deception falls away...BUT they must place themselves before Him....and be WILLING to see what He really wants to show them. They have to be ready to worship in SPIRIT and in TRUTH. Not just go through the motions of worship on a Sunday.
As I heard these words and looked over into the corner the demon I saw had shrunk to half it's size. From then I just continued to worship and didn't think anything of it anymore.
That makes it hard though, being in worship and seeing those things. Somehow I need to learn to deal with it, and then continue on. I guess I did today. I heard what God wanted to show me, but I wonder if God wants me to pray against this or what? Like what I am supposed to do with all this stuff that I see?
I do honestly feel that I am going a lot deeper in Jesus, which is great, and I continue to feast upon His Word and knowing Him more, somtimes it's just tough...like with what I saw today....but then on the other hand I thank Jesus that He shows me the things going on in the spiritual realm, because that's what I long to see. What God is doing behind the scenes as well as upfront.
Luv in Jesus,
Your friend,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 00:01:30 -0700
Subject: Re: Very Personal - Love Lanna!
Warrior Princess;
Interesting to say the least: "demon deception" is defeated through he "worship weapon"! I'm clearly starting to see the picture. In fact now you can see why so many of your Christian friends have been deceived by this demon - they haven't been willing to worship the Lord without compromise by "hearing God and obeying God" in all things. Amen and amen!
In Christ,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 17:31:38 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Very Personal - Love Lanna!
Hiya,
Thanks for the email!!! Came online quickly to check something and boom there's your email :))
I am finding the closer I am growing to Jesus, the more He is showing me, and the more the prophetic is growing.
That's normal isn't it? Jesus IS the Spirit of prophecy....I always think...gosh it's pretty amazing that when I draw closer to Jesus, the prophetic flows more and more. It's like you can't seperate the two. People say "Lanna don't focus on the prophetic gifting" and I am not....I focus on Jesus...but as I do...the prophetic grows.
True?
Thanks for being so wonderful.
Love in Jesus,
Lanna
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 19:53:49 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Dear Bruce!
Dear Bruce,
I just wanted to write you this email and let you know how much you mean to me as my friend and someone who encourages me and supports me constantly in Christ.
I mean honestly, you are such a blessing to me. Today, my best friend Sarah, has left for a mission trip in the Philippines for 1 year, and it's made me think how much our good friends really mean to us, and I just thought about you, and thought I am so thankful for the Lord crossing our paths.
You know that the giftings the Lord has given me at times has brought me immense frustration and discouragement, but you've always been there to stand with me, and just encourage me and I just really want to thank you for that. It really does mean a lot to me.
I am so thankful to have you in my life. I really do thank God for you. Just wanted to let you know how special you really are.
Love and Blessings,
Your friend forever,
Lanna
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 11:30:58 -0700
Subject: Fw: Amazing!!!
Dear Warrior Princess;
The Lord wanted me to share this strong Word with you. Sister Carol is called to be a prophet, but she's running from the calling. She is one who the Lord has given me to work with...and she is one more tough case to handle. So what does it take to wake the "sleeping" who refuse to "hear God and obey God" in all things? I really don't know, but God knows! And this is what He had me to say to her.
In the Father's Love,
Bruce
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From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: jbieker@centurytel.net
Sent: Thu, 14 Apr 2005 10:36:57 -0700
Subject: Amazing!!!
Sister Carol;
The one thing that continues to amaze me is "Christians" who say they want to "hear" from God, but yet when He heals their spiritual ears so that they can "hear" they don't want to "hear" what He has to say.
"The word of the LORD also came unto me, saying, Son of man, thou dwellest in the midst of a rebellious house, which have eyes to see, and see not; they have ears to hear, and hear not: for they are a rebellious house." (Ezekiel 12:1-2 KJVR)
"But they refused to hearken, and pulled away the shoulder, and stopped their ears, that they should not hear. Yea, they made their hearts as an adamant stone, lest they should hear the law, and the words which the LORD of hosts hath sent in his spirit by the former prophets: therefore came a great wrath from the LORD of hosts. Therefore it is come to pass, that as he cried, and they would not hear; so they cried, and I would not hear, saith the LORD of hosts: But I scattered them with a whirlwind among all the nations whom they knew not. Thus the land was desolate after them, that no man passed through nor returned: for they laid the pleasant land desolate." (Zechariah 7:11-14 KJVR)
"Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand. And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive: For this people's heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them." (Matthew 13:13-15 KJVR)
"As therefore the tares are gathered and burned in the fire; so shall it be in the end of this world. The Son of man shall send forth his angels, and they shall gather out of his kingdom all things that offend, and them which do iniquity; And shall cast them into a furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth. Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Who hath ears to hear, let him hear." (Matthew 13:40-43 KJVR)
"So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple. Salt is good: but if the salt have lost his savor, wherewith shall it be seasoned? It is neither fit for the land, nor yet for the dunghill; but men cast it out. He that hath ears to hear, let him hear." (Luke 14:33-35 KJVR)
In closing, I was not speaking a "curse" on your Arkansas property by saying that it will be a "safe haven" for those who get "left behind". The FMHCCI ranch will be used for the glory of God before the rapture, but it will also be "left behind" for the "Christians" who get "left behind" because they weren't willing to "hear God and obey God" in all things. I'm in charge of making the ranch a reality in the "hear and now", but I do not plan to be a part of it after the "departure". You have been called to establish the Arkansas property for the glory of God...but the question remains, "Will you be one of those who're "left behind" to use the Arkansas "safe haven" to "hide" from the Antichrist?"
In the Love of Jesus,
Bruce
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 16:12:32 -0700
Subject: Shifting Plates
Dear Warrior Princess;
The Word of God is soooo BIG, and there are soooo many things that I would like to share with you, but I must do the sharing only as God directs.
The Lord has had President Bush on my mind for the past few days (as it relates to sharing the following information with you), and God says it's time! Because you see Bush is a prime example of the very dark man on a powerful white horse that you saw in your vision. On the most part Bush was put into the presidency because of his public profession of being a Believer in "Jesus Christ". However, as much as he might profess it the garment he wears is not a robe of white but one of black. Not only was he responsible for the "9-11" disaster in New York City, and many more that are too numerous to name, but he was also the one responsible for the "shifting plates" of the Asian Tsunami. In fact it was several days after the tidal wave killed all those innocent people that the Lord told my roommate it was "man-made" and then "showed" him men underwater planting explosive devices. Well, I took it to the Lord in prayer, and not only was it confirmed by the Father but He also went on to tell me that Bush was the man who set the plan into action. Bush the Christian (the man on the white horse) made it all happen. Then it was a few days later that the Lord directed me to a Website originating from Australia (http://www.vialls.com/subliminalsuggestion/tsunami.html), that pretty much verified what He had told me. Joe Vialls, the writer of the article "Did New York Orchestrate The Asian Tsunami?", is not a Christian, but God still used him to expose the Truth. Not everything contained in the article was "right on" but the bottom line of the tsunami being "man-made" was the Truth.
God has called you to deal with this very evil man (Bush) who presents himself as a follower of Christ. Please pray about what's been said and what God would have you to do.
In the Father's Love,
Bruce
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 17 Apr 2005 22:34:50 -0700
Subject: Re: Dear Bruce!
Warrior Princess;
Thank you for the kind words, and I thank the Lord that I can be an encourager for you. I know what it's like to have no one who understands the walk of a prophet to confide in. It's a crazy walk, and only another prophet can properly relate. I pray for your continued growth as you walk in obedience to the Father - fearing no one or no thing - not being ashamed of any Word that He speaks to you regarding the direction you are to take. God's Word does not have to make sense. As prophets it is our responsibility to only know His Voice and then act on it. Hear God and obey God in all things!
In Christ,
Bruce
From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 18 Apr 2005 23:28:51 +1000 (EST)
Subject: major stirring! Luv Lanna!
Hey,
Thanks so much for your email. My heart and spirit are stirring fiercly.
I will reply when I can. Hopefully tomorrow sometime. I am feeling very overwhelmed with some things I've seen in the spirit tonight...and I need to try and not freak out.....and go and listen to God about it all...just feeling very teary and overwhelmed.
So not in a good state to be anywhere but before Jesus. Thanks for understanding. Talk when I have clarity.
Blessings,
Your friend forever,
Lanna
Ps - plus my best friend left for mission today in the philippines for 1 year, so not doing too good with her gone!
From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Mon, 18 Apr 2005 14:29:59 -0700
Subject: Re: Pray My Heart - word - Lanna Perry!
Warrior Princess;
As much as I preach this thing about seeking the will of God and doing it, "Pray My Heart" actually convicted me that I'm getting comfortable in this season that the Lord has me in. Thank you so much for speaking it. Because of your boldness to speak His Word I've been convicted and likewise repented. Be encouraged, your ministry is at work touching hearts and lives for the glory of God through His Son Jesus the Christ.
With Love from the Father,
Bruce
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